Things are so much overwhelming for me.
What are the things that are overwhelming me with emotions of fear and anger?
In my love department, will not things ever go well.
I always tell myself "If I do not try, I willl never know"
But everytime I try, he will be gone....
This is getting too tiring for me, and its bringing me down lower in self esteem.
The reality sucks !!!! It sure does .....
Its just me I guess. *crying*
How am I to carry on??? In front, my face can be happy but I know that I am feeling very terrible inside. I dunno how to tell myself that there is still hope and that there is someone for me. Yes, anyone who is sane will say that I am being very stupid or might feel that I am being very emotional. Getting myself into unnecessary hurt.
Yes I am. I choose to get into such mess emotionally and dunno how to get out of it ....
He will not know I am emotionally messy, so that explains my stupidity.
Its so real !!!!
Thanks for Elizabeth, I am encouraged ....
She shared the reality with me, but she chooses to believe in God.
God who knows her, who knows her heart desire.
She has a deep desire also, but its not being satisfy.
Although we are put into different situations, God is there .
She cannot see any light in front of her .... and that's the reality.
Her hope comes from God.
I once have my hope on God, but the reality puts me down and its so difficult to look up to God again. With my brains and common sense and eyes I cannot see anything in front of me.
God what can u do to comfort me ???? I think what I need most is comfort.
Not a someone, but comfort .....
Comfort and then maybe hope might surface ....
What are the things that are overwhelming me with emotions of fear and anger?
In my love department, will not things ever go well.
I always tell myself "If I do not try, I willl never know"
But everytime I try, he will be gone....
This is getting too tiring for me, and its bringing me down lower in self esteem.
The reality sucks !!!! It sure does .....
Its just me I guess. *crying*
How am I to carry on??? In front, my face can be happy but I know that I am feeling very terrible inside. I dunno how to tell myself that there is still hope and that there is someone for me. Yes, anyone who is sane will say that I am being very stupid or might feel that I am being very emotional. Getting myself into unnecessary hurt.
Yes I am. I choose to get into such mess emotionally and dunno how to get out of it ....
He will not know I am emotionally messy, so that explains my stupidity.
Its so real !!!!
Thanks for Elizabeth, I am encouraged ....
She shared the reality with me, but she chooses to believe in God.
God who knows her, who knows her heart desire.
She has a deep desire also, but its not being satisfy.
Although we are put into different situations, God is there .
She cannot see any light in front of her .... and that's the reality.
Her hope comes from God.
I once have my hope on God, but the reality puts me down and its so difficult to look up to God again. With my brains and common sense and eyes I cannot see anything in front of me.
God what can u do to comfort me ???? I think what I need most is comfort.
Not a someone, but comfort .....
Comfort and then maybe hope might surface ....
