Ever since I started working back at SGH, I feel that I am missing a lot of things that have been planned for me outside of SGH. This feeling has made me become half hearted in doing my work. As I question myself 'what am I doing here?', I get more frustrated and irritated with myself. I feel like crying but I dun think anyone is able to understand why is that so. It is because looking at things realistically and practically, there is nothing lacking in my life right now. In fact, my choice seems to give me a better career advance and also I have made that choice. So if it makes me feel uncomfortable, then change.
Then this leads me to talk about 'Making Decisions'in life.
'It is easier said than done.' especially when you grow older in life.
I am not sure bout others, but I discover myself that there are so much factors to consider and to plan ahead of. So afraid to face with the consequences.
I do not dare to complain or talk about my work recently, because this is the choice I made.
However honestly as I work everyday, I feel so zombified and bored. Everything's the same, nothing has changed. But I am not enjoying my work anymore.
Everytime I will say to myself: "There it goes again". My attitude sucks and I hate myself for being this way. It is because I hate to complain and not doing anything to resolve it. Just like I often share with my friends, " If you dun like what you doing, change to something esle. Dun try to remain but complain and affect those who enjoy their work and try to perserve and learn in their work." Right now I guess I have to ask myself this question. Maybe the problem lies with me ....
Is it time for a change? But if I change , I will lose some. But if I dun change, m not giving myself a try.
When come to making decisions, there is often a choice.
Sometimes there are choices for the better, but there will be choices for the worst too.
Sometimes you might meet with good choices for both,
'LUCKY YOU'
but there is time for everything,
so dun be frustrated when both choices are for the worst too.
Lets handle matters rationally and with steadiness
But I understand it is often more easy said than done
Because my fear or anger, rushed to my head
Feeling and afraid and angry are normal
Most importantly it is to TRUST GOD
Make a choice & learn to bear the consequences of the choice.
Only by TRUSTING GOD,
Then will I have assurance to go through the choices whether for better or worst
It is only when I TRUST GOD, then even when the choice might seem ridicule to the world,
God will be with me to go through it and He has a purpose for me.
Alright enuff for today.
*Lights out*
Then this leads me to talk about 'Making Decisions'in life.
'It is easier said than done.' especially when you grow older in life.
I am not sure bout others, but I discover myself that there are so much factors to consider and to plan ahead of. So afraid to face with the consequences.
I do not dare to complain or talk about my work recently, because this is the choice I made.
However honestly as I work everyday, I feel so zombified and bored. Everything's the same, nothing has changed. But I am not enjoying my work anymore.
Everytime I will say to myself: "There it goes again". My attitude sucks and I hate myself for being this way. It is because I hate to complain and not doing anything to resolve it. Just like I often share with my friends, " If you dun like what you doing, change to something esle. Dun try to remain but complain and affect those who enjoy their work and try to perserve and learn in their work." Right now I guess I have to ask myself this question. Maybe the problem lies with me ....
Is it time for a change? But if I change , I will lose some. But if I dun change, m not giving myself a try.
When come to making decisions, there is often a choice.
Sometimes there are choices for the better, but there will be choices for the worst too.
Sometimes you might meet with good choices for both,
'LUCKY YOU'
but there is time for everything,
so dun be frustrated when both choices are for the worst too.
Lets handle matters rationally and with steadiness
But I understand it is often more easy said than done
Because my fear or anger, rushed to my head
Feeling and afraid and angry are normal
Most importantly it is to TRUST GOD
Make a choice & learn to bear the consequences of the choice.
Only by TRUSTING GOD,
Then will I have assurance to go through the choices whether for better or worst
It is only when I TRUST GOD, then even when the choice might seem ridicule to the world,
God will be with me to go through it and He has a purpose for me.
Alright enuff for today.
*Lights out*
