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I just went for a run, two rounds the field opposite my hse. It is about 2.4 km or more.
I just feel like running. No particular reasons for such motivation. Feeling good now.

Things have been pretty fine and routine recently. Nothing much to talk about. I am learning not to take things and situations too hard and personal. I feel so much better by doing that. I am also happier. I also ignore watever people might think or say. Not that I dun care but I will try not to believe all because I believe God has a plan for me. All I am doing right now is counting on my FAITH in Christ on wat's ahead of me.

Today I am cheated by a patient and his wife. Both of them lied to me about their financial status. Feel so suckie and angry with them and later myself. Thoughts run through my head....." If only I am more careful and weary...."...."How come I so easily believe in them..... should be more smart and investigate more...." One thins about my job is that I give my clients the benefit of doubt because that is one value and ethnic in social work, also I dun wan to be an investigator and always being suspicious. Very tiring one .....

But MSW told me that even the most experienced and wiser person can fall into the lie because it is beyond anyone's control.

Feel better after that........... : )