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What is happening to me ?

Suddenly I wish I am a sleeping beauty, to be kissed and loved.

Am I not loved?

NO...think abt it ... I have my family and friends.. so what is it that I am missing out ?

There are some things that I know that I am holding on to that has been making me feeling tired and afriad.

People tell me to "Let Go"- "Let God"- "Lets Go"... easier said than done. Trust and Insecurity arises in me.

What do I not trust? People, myself or God? Seems like all of the above.

GOD LOVES ME ... THAT'S the truth, and I thank God for loving me, but I realised that I do not really trust

and love myself ... Everything boils down to me having little confidence in myself.

I am not being honest with myself.
"Play Bluff"

Who is this U?
You keep me flying
You keep me smiling
You keep me safe in a crazy world
You understand me
Embrace my fragility
You keep me safe in a crazy world
And in your arms i find the strength to believe in me again



Am I lost and weird ..... sounds worrying for myself.... or Am I pushing myself too hard?

Have to work extremely hard on my relationship with God.