YAHOO!!!! 'THank you Ivan for giving me a ride home today.' *Hugz*
The ride has made my day better because before Ivan came to visit me at work,I was very moody. I just want to burst into tears, is it just another season of the month that is coming ? Or am I insane? Sometimes I really feel so crazy. My emotions are just unpredictable and difficult to understand.
Why am I reacting to all these? Am I too passionate and a perfectionist?
I am just so pesimisstic about the situation and my future. Lady A told me that I have to try to understand. She also reminded me that my purpose here is to "Make a Difference !!!"
Maybe some can say that I am 'KAN CHONG' and adding un-necessary pressure on myself. I am also 'buai song' to see the situation being like that. How can I move on ? What can I do ?
God says, "It is not about the big things that you do that pleases me, It is about being faithful in the little then God will give greater blessing and entrust me with greater responsiblities." "Also it is not about the things you do that pleases me, but it is about you."
In the world, doing little things is often being taken for granted leading slackness and ungratefulness crept in. So wat if I am doing the little, is the limelight going to be on me? (Sorry I know I might sound prideful and ambitions, but that's one of the question I ask myself) Why does the world award the best mummy award to a business woman, What about those single mothers who have to be strong and courageous to raise 4 children in the household? Who ever thought of them? Maybe there are, but who will appreciate them and see their strong and brave character?
It's just another bad time of the day. I have to learn to control myself and be rational. I need to know how to manage my expectations.
The ride has made my day better because before Ivan came to visit me at work,I was very moody. I just want to burst into tears, is it just another season of the month that is coming ? Or am I insane? Sometimes I really feel so crazy. My emotions are just unpredictable and difficult to understand.
Why am I reacting to all these? Am I too passionate and a perfectionist?
I am just so pesimisstic about the situation and my future. Lady A told me that I have to try to understand. She also reminded me that my purpose here is to "Make a Difference !!!"
Maybe some can say that I am 'KAN CHONG' and adding un-necessary pressure on myself. I am also 'buai song' to see the situation being like that. How can I move on ? What can I do ?
God says, "It is not about the big things that you do that pleases me, It is about being faithful in the little then God will give greater blessing and entrust me with greater responsiblities." "Also it is not about the things you do that pleases me, but it is about you."
In the world, doing little things is often being taken for granted leading slackness and ungratefulness crept in. So wat if I am doing the little, is the limelight going to be on me? (Sorry I know I might sound prideful and ambitions, but that's one of the question I ask myself) Why does the world award the best mummy award to a business woman, What about those single mothers who have to be strong and courageous to raise 4 children in the household? Who ever thought of them? Maybe there are, but who will appreciate them and see their strong and brave character?
It's just another bad time of the day. I have to learn to control myself and be rational. I need to know how to manage my expectations.
